It has been a very long time since I have been passionate about anything I have ever done. I used to love drawing. I went through college with the aspirations of becoming something in media publications be it magazines, comics, children's book, or even video games.
Slowly though nothing has happened because I myself became lost. I haven't really done anything in my life that I am happy about. It was only recently that my best friend and love of my life injected an immense amount of confidence and courage within me to really push for what I want.
It has been three years of wandering but I am tired of holding myself back. I want to change and I want to change my life in a way that I become happy creatively without feeling like I am dependent on that of employers and companies.